Today was an... alright day. I didn't have reading class which was both good and bad. Good because i didn't feel like sitting there for an hour and a half, bad, because i..... eh id rather not say. So with reading canceled i decided to drive to the beach. I sat in the sand watched the waves roll by, I also saw surfers! And i wanted to be out there too!!! They were so lucky, being able to hover over the wave like that. i miss it, I wish summer would come back. The beach was so empty with out all the sunbathers, children, and annoying old people. But I liked it that way. So quite. Instead of heard loud, screaming kids, or the lifeguards whistle, or having peoples fuckin beach chairs crowding up the shore line..... ohh god i can go on. I guess they all just kind of get in my way. I mean the surfers always have to move down just so the other people can swim. I mean yes the ocean just doesn't belong to the surfers but... cant we just stay in one spot... and not move at all... or even better just lower the price of gilgo beach!!! to get in there is like 30$ unless your a resident then you go in and out for free!!! that beach is awesome. so many breaks! so many surfers. i wish i was there now! no screaming kids! But no I'm here, where its peaceful... yet it seems a little lifeless. I was at Field 5 Robert moses. And I had been going to that beach my whole life. As i got older more people were coming... and then the beach got smaller. so for the first time in like years i went to Field 5 which always used to take me forever just to reach the shore line. but what used to take me 20 mins now takes me only 20 seconds. made me sad to think about how much of this beach has eroded away.

CaNt GeT tHiS sOnG oUt Of My HeAd!!!!

"I Miss You"
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me
you're already The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me
you're already The voice inside my head

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me
you're already The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me
you're already The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)[x3](I miss you, I miss you) [x4]