JuSt WhAtS oN mY mInD

Today was ruff. reading was boreing and yoga hurt! owch! But all day, couldnt stop thinking of him. And still cant. This is so weird. I dont understand why i get so nervious and happy around him. And i dont undersatnd why i cant just talk to him! i know everytime i get home i say okay now tommorrow your gonna go up to him and ask him out! But i get there and i get nervious and dont know what to say. Instead of saying "Hey, whats up?" i say somthing dumb like "Can i borrow a pen?" UGH IM SO STUPID!!!... although i did get his pen... which was good cause then I wouldve had to actually go all the way deep in my bag and stuggle all the way passed those hudge books and dig all for a pen. Justa pen. All that when I could just ask the nice hott boy for a pen. Not "Do you wanna hang out?" Ofcouse not! I had to be the dumbass to ask for a pen. hey, maybe thursday when i get to scared to ask him out,I'll ask for a pencil, cause i think i lost the pen...